Yesterday All My Dreams Died

and here I am battling a life threatening obesity. At 5’2 & 240 pounds I am considered obese. I am now deeply depressed & its making me want to give up. After 2 years of perfecting my dream life…in journals & visions…it was all destroyed by an icy cold,unmerciful reality. My dreams won’t be coming true…not now…not ever. I no longer have dreams. I don’t have a future. 

There in KFC…my 22 year old son told me,as harshly as he could…him & my youngest son do NOT want to be included in my dreams or in my future. After they move out they want nothing more to do with me or their Dad. I parented them as best I knew how…& it seemed we were close. 

I’m in shock…painfully depressed…wondering why I continue trying to lose 120 pounds. My dreams & future are GONE. 



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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