and here I am battling a life threatening obesity. At 5’2 & 240 pounds I am considered obese. I am now deeply depressed & its making me want to give up. After 2 years of perfecting my dream life…in journals & visions…it was all destroyed by an icy cold,unmerciful reality. My dreams won’t be coming true…not now…not ever. I no longer have dreams. I don’t have a future.
There in KFC…my 22 year old son told me,as harshly as he could…him & my youngest son do NOT want to be included in my dreams or in my future. After they move out they want nothing more to do with me or their Dad. I parented them as best I knew how…& it seemed we were close.
I’m in shock…painfully depressed…wondering why I continue trying to lose 120 pounds. My dreams & future are GONE.