I Fell Off The Diet Wagon

nothing is going as planned & I really don’t care,cuz I’m busy changing what’s wrong on the inside. …all those battered emotions,sensitive feelings,negative thoughts…stress,fears,phobias,depression,anxiety…living in the past,worried about the future…inferiority complex…poverty mentality…pity parties…hate & bitterness…feeling hopeless,helpless,stuck…complaining…blaming God,blaming others…etc. 

Its all the mental & emotional garbage that’s making me fat,sick,& in pain. That’s why my belly is bloated. I didn’t have a significant weight problem or multiple health problems,until the 19 years being abused by my husband…a poor factory worker ,releasing his frustrations on me,through blind rages fueled by profuse hate. He’s 99% negative…a rageaholic…an alcoholic. 

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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