Living What I Think & Fear

I have nearly stopped eating. I’m living my life 99% negative. My thoughts are overflowing with negatives. I am allowing  fears & phobias to control me to the point of paralyzing me. I am stressed,depressed,anxious,& insecure. 

After 30 years as a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction…well…this is most disturbing. In my bedroom I am surrounded by Laws Of Attraction & other self help books…journals…vision boards…& wealth vases. 

I’m no longer trying to lose weight…I am in starving mode…sleeping my life away. I’ve fallen & don’t care to get up. 

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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One Response to Living What I Think & Fear

  1. copehope says:

    I first read your newest post. Then I read some of your other ones. My heart is with you and your struggle. I really hope that you feel better one day. It seems you are really aware of yourself, and smart and witty. What a blessing you can be to the world. Take care my (new) friend.

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