What I struggle with daily is far more than not being able lose 100 pounds…its the daily pains & sicknesses I contend with daily…it would take a length of time to list all that’s wrong with me. My husband worries as he watches me limp as I walk…& take frequent stops to rest,gasping hard to breathe. Each & every step is agonizing pain. Everytime I go inside a store I fear I will drop dead there & be carried out on a stretcher. I hang on to the shopping cart for support…I can’t walk on my on.
I am now ready to heal & lose 100 pounds. I am afraid. Yesterday,while laying in my bed…the death angel appeared outside of my bedroom. In spite of my efforts…I am not healing & the weight is slow in reducing.