Young ladies,lose the weight,get fit & healthy,& take immaculate care of yourself. Don’t let anyone control,hurt,or abuse you. Don’t let anyone disrespect you & use you. Live a clean,pure life.
My downfall started when I was young…wild parties,booze,multiple partners…& then got pregnant…& ended up marrying an abusive,raging,control-freak,alcoholic. He destroyed my self-esteem. He had me captive…still does…never was there a way to escape. To cope I turned to booze & cigarettes. I gave up. I stopped wearing make up & nice clothes…wore my hair in a granny bun. I felt useless,undeserving of anything nice. His names for me were crazy Catholic bitch,dingy,stupid…he’d tell me I was ugly & compare me to other women. He was violent,cruel,heartless. He’d tell me he wanted me to die…get cancer & die he’d say to me.
I had no resources…as I said…he had me captive…& I remain captive & abuse…19 years in hell.
He hides all the money…cash & coins. I have no access to any money. Medical care isn’t allowed. My parents live over 600 miles away.
I didn’t realize I had become obese until I could no longer fit in fast food booths. What I seen in the mirror shocked me. There looking back at me was an obese,unsightly woman…it was me. By that time I had multiple health problems. I was dying & my husband was telling me to go ahead & die.
I tell you all of this…not for pity…but hopefully to be your wake up call…should you need 1. Don’t end up where I am. Love & respect yourself. Stay beautiful,healthy,& wise.