If your life is grand or a disaster it was created by your thoughts. Somewhere in my teen years I concluded I was cursed…chained,shackled,yoked…singled out to suffer…& the more I thought about it the more convinced I became. As the years went by my life reflected my thoughts. I’ve lived my life cursed…a curse I created with my thoughts & beliefs…with my feelings. Do I deserve pity? Absolutely not. My life is my own creation. I can only blame me. I became my dominant thoughts…I became what I was in my heart…my fears happened to me. It is now my responsibility to changed what I think about,in order to become what I want & have what I want. This applies to all of us.