Monthly Archives: December 2016

A Blessed End To This Year

We got a 2004 Jeep Grand Cherokee. Its a loaner. We have the option to buy it. My husband isn’t to keen on making monthly payments. So anyway,we now have 5 cars. 2 of the cars are in storage. As … Continue reading

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The Book I Am Reading

Its about depression & I’m far enough into the book to know…I am severely depressed & that is what is wrong with me. I finally understand the reason for my suffering & misery…& 1 of the reasons my health has … Continue reading

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My Aunt Lizzy

She visited me in a dream last night & said she thinks I have cancer. I held on to what she said…not really afraid…more like a calm sort of shock. I do know I’ve been gravely sick for many years…a … Continue reading

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Last Day Of 2016

After midnight & I am stuffed on blackeyed peas & not caring if I am spelling wrong. Good year actually…my oldest son got his diploma & drivers license.  After 3 years I am finally communicating with my Mom on phone. … Continue reading

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My Big Ol’ Belly

Its not like I weigh a ton…I weigh somewhere under 240,but I’m 5’2,with a huge belly. Its the belly that handicaps me. It gets in the way & requires extra space. Its swelled & bloated tight. It throws me off … Continue reading

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Caution…Wide Load

Today I found out just how fat…alright…obese I really am. Getting in & out of that sports car was a nightmare…& very painful. I need a Ford Crown Victoria or any car that size. When it comes to sports cars…don’t … Continue reading

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Another Prompting…& Hot Damn!

Upon entering my bedroom I decided to clear the table outside the door. It was the remaining journals that had spilled onto the floor. It was a book that grabbed my attention…The Zen Path Through Depression. I entered my bedroom,with … Continue reading

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