Reading My Own Blog

Makes me realize what a messed up,confused,complicated,complex individual I am. Much of it is connected to anxiety,depression,fears,insecurity,& excessively low self esteem.

       Back to when I pretended I was dieting. Did I really think I was fooling anyone? Here in the present my digital scales hate me & won’t show my weight. My belly is so huge,bloated,& swelled…well ah,I can’t tell if I’m fat,obese,or simply…all belly.

        My belly is so swelled & in so much pain I think its going to bust wide open. All I ate was a cup of yogurt. I need my meds. Enough diet chatter.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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