Not Ready For It To End

With a long list of health problems I know I need to quit the nightly booze binges,but I can’t imagine life without my nasty evening companion. Been booze binging for over 20 years. Am I an alcoholic? Well…I am more inclined to think I’m lazy & habitual. Maybe I’m denying & reaching for reasons to keep my dangerous companion…excuses maybe.

Being a hermit there’s nothing much to do,other than live on the internet. Another excuse to booze binge. Yep,swigging booze all evening gives me something to do. It entertains me,relaxes me,rewards me,cheers me up,& makes certain I sleep through the night.

The truth is…I hate alcohol…the smell & taste is raunchy,but the worst of it is how damaging & deadly it is when consumed in excess.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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One Response to Not Ready For It To End

  1. You need to do something else. Replace booze with something else. Start by doing something new each day for 2 weeks. When a friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer. It stopped the boozing. Something new to think about. I hope you will not have something new to think about…Give it a rest for the rest of your life. I know you have it in you! Blessings to you ! 💖 💖 💖

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