Woke Up Thinking

1st off a dream woke me up. I was happy it was daylight. There was something in the dream I wanted. Whatever it was I needed daylight or I’d lose it.

     After clearing my blurry eyes enough to see, I sat up. My thinking cap clicked on & I thought about my situation which hasn’t changed in 20 years. I know what doesn’t work & that’s a mighty long list. I might never know what does work…the how & way out of…erm…I’d like to say hell,but that’s reserved for those with terminal illness,those dying,those that have lost loved ones…yeah,death…that’s hell…that’s where the road ends & the music stops.

I struggled out of bed & noticed a stack of my journals splattered everywhere. My bad…I slammed into the table last night upon entering my bedroom. I will collect & stack those journals later.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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