I live on the internet…mostly YouTube,watching vids. I have 2 meals a day & drink green tea & Dr Pepper. Being hooked up to a breathing machine confines me. This is no good. I am 53. I am bored & severely depressed. The confinement won’t allow me to journal or read. I am stuck here in the dining room. Its like a prison. This is more like a cage than a home. Going to the bathroom feels like a vacation. I’m always tired & wanting to to go my bedroom,fall into bed,& sleep. Standing up to stretch is painful,but the stretch feels amazing.