Today we eat out & buy groceries. I’m not at all sure I am ready. Its difficult to breathe without the breathing machines & I’m still weak. I do have portable machines,but they are heavy to carry. I never thought I’d end up depending on breathing machines to live.
I am afraid to leave my house to eat & shop. I fear I will collapse in a public place or lose my ability to breathe. Without the breathing machines I feel like I am suffocating.
Yesterday I cleaned an area of my kitchen & feel I can do more cleaning. Its good accomplishing something.