Afraid To Leave My House

Today we eat out & buy groceries. I’m not at all sure I am ready. Its difficult to breathe without the breathing machines & I’m still weak. I do have portable machines,but they are heavy to carry. I never thought I’d end up depending on breathing machines to live.

I am afraid to leave my house to eat & shop. I fear I will collapse in a public place or lose my ability to breathe. Without the breathing machines I feel like I am suffocating.

Yesterday I cleaned an area of my kitchen & feel I can do more cleaning. Its good accomplishing something.


Young woman walking with shopping bags, low section


About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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