I am weak,dazed,& depressed. I couldn’t even go out to eat. My food was brought home to me. I’m not strong enough to get out of my house. Its all I can do to move. I sit here at the dining room table,using my laptop,feeling sorry for myself,feeling helpless,useless,& bored. I’d love an ice cold beer,but don’t want to cause more damage to my health. This is a sad way to live.