My Pity Party

all messed up & now I live on the internet watching depressing vids on YouTube. Being attached to a breathing machine doesn’t allow me to read & journal the way I used to do. This is no good & I’m to young to be living this way.

Without the booze I don’t know when its time for bed. I can’t take care of myself. I’m a burden. I’m sleepy,but is it time for bed? I made a mess in the bathroom & will surely be cussed for it. I couldn’t help it. I am still sick & weak. I still crave an ice cold beer,but sleep seems much more tempting.

heavenly angel10

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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