This Day Hasn’t Improved

I awoke depressed & continue depressed. Its a sunny day,reminding me of all the good things I am missing out on & all the many years I’ve lost to nothingness,living with impossible dreams,crippled by failure,loss,& defeat,while watching others live exciting,fulfilling lives. The sunshine reminds me of all the wonderful things I may never have & experience. A sunny day is as depressing as a rainy one. Something as normal as eating out & doing some shopping is an impossible dream for me. Its my pity party…I’ll cry if I want too. You’d cry too if you were living as a hermit,confined to the house all week,living on the internet,with 30 year old dreams…impossible dreams. ENOUGH



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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