The Always Present Enemy

Anxiety is always present in my life,has been ever since I can remember. It uses my thoughts to traumatize me. It stirs my feelings until it seems there’s no escape & no relief. Every situation,every problem is magnified until its a mountain I could never climb. My dreams appear impossible. Fear attacks without mercy. Its always the worst case scenario. I worry until I’m sick & drained. I fight this demon,Anxiety daily. It leaves me weak & powerless. Everything I do is complex,difficult,extreme,& insane. Am I cursed? No,I am being mentally & emotionally attacked by extreme & relentless anxiety. My life,my world is dark & chaotic. There is no success here,no happiness,no escape,no lasting relief.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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