Anxiety is always present in my life,has been ever since I can remember. It uses my thoughts to traumatize me. It stirs my feelings until it seems there’s no escape & no relief. Every situation,every problem is magnified until its a mountain I could never climb. My dreams appear impossible. Fear attacks without mercy. Its always the worst case scenario. I worry until I’m sick & drained. I fight this demon,Anxiety daily. It leaves me weak & powerless. Everything I do is complex,difficult,extreme,& insane. Am I cursed? No,I am being mentally & emotionally attacked by extreme & relentless anxiety. My life,my world is dark & chaotic. There is no success here,no happiness,no escape,no lasting relief.