Monthly Archives: February 2017

Severe Anxiety Attack

This is insane! Why the hell does these attacks take me into my past,to face way old situations? Must I relive those horrors? They open up in vibrant living color,spawning those old feelings & thoughts,as if I am living those … Continue reading

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The Child I Was (Child Within)

I see her on the school payground…small & frail with a pretty flower print dress. Her hands are clasped in front of her,her long brown hair partially covering her brown eyes. She looks frightened & alone. Yes,I see the fear,the … Continue reading

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Mental Illness

I’d say I have it…of course I do…depression,anxiety,stress…mental illness…emotional distress. Today I am severely depressed…lingering in the past. I’m homesick…missing my family in Florida. With my anxiety,stress,&┬ádepression worsening I need to go home,be in Florida with my family. I don’t … Continue reading

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Something To Worry About

a $27,000.00 medical bill. Why is the damn thing in my name? I don’t work…I have 75 cents & nothing more & no possible way to get more. The bills should be in my husbands name. He has a job … Continue reading

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Morning Thoughts

laying in bed wondering why my breathing mask wasn’t on my face…I fell asleep with it on…mystery. My knees were hurting so bad I had doubts I could walk. I sat on the edge of the bed looking at my … Continue reading

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Fat Thoughts

I’ve really not believed I am as fat as I claim to be. More & more its obvious I am bloated & swelled…severely constipated…with a severe anxiety disorder,deep depression,& continual stress. Had my Chakras tested…all 7 are closed. I binge … Continue reading

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I Was Doing Better…WAS

until my 22 year old son had a temper tantrum over something trivial. Up next,I couldn’t find my blog & had to be creative to find it & log in. I’d have been better off to have created a new … Continue reading

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