Awake Before Dawn

My breathing mask & wanting to change position woke me up. I took off the mask & fought for a better position. My huge belly wouldn’t let me roll over on my side. I finally did & found I was to close to the edge of the bed. If I fall on the floor…well hell…it’ll take 4 or 5 strong men to pick me up. Its not that I’m morbidly obese. My belly is HUGE & handicaps me. My belly is crippling me,literally. It continues to bloat & swell. This is NOT from overeating. I don’t gorge & stuff,not on purpose. I live my life with extreme anxiety,relentless stress,& deep depression. I have adrenal fatigue. These aren’t excuses. They are real,true,& mine. They are a part of me & are who I am.

sad

Advertisements

About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
This entry was posted in diet, food, health, lifestyle and tagged , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s