here we go again…another car,another commitment. I am grateful most completely…its my dream car & we had discussed switching to a sedan. This is a 5 year commitment. I’m not complaining,I’m feeling the anxiety,listening to the lies,taunted by the past,feeling insecure & troubled. What should be a time of celebration is blanketed by anxiety & all that darkness,that heaviness,& dread. Its the thoughts of my beautiful Acura RL that has me smiling in the dark pit of anxiety. 1 of my biggest dreams comes true in a few days. It took 12 years & worth the wait. The Laws Of Attraction works.