Through being brutally honest & learning to laugh at myself I’ve started liking who I am. Sure,I wish I was rich & beautiful…& maybe someday I will be,but for now I live with unwanted guests…anxiety,depression,& stress. Actually,they are a part of who I am. There’s relief,but no cure. I find journaling & blogging to be my salvation. I love books & I love to read.
I never actually hated myself. I’ve hated situations I’ve been in & I’ve hated wanting what I couldn’t have. Yes,I am overweight,but that’s who I am at this stage of my life. Through the struggles I am learning & growing & now I see that I’m kinda cool & sorta interesting. I can’t say I love myself,but I know I don’t hate myself. I’m at a positive place in life,eager to learn & expand,to become all that I want to be. I am open to receive & ready to give. I am in a place of gratitude,knowing my family & me are blessed.