I’m Not Fat

Beneath this heavy coat of fat is the slender Woman I AM. I’m not fat. I am many things…anxious,depressed,stressed…I don’t feel safe,I’m insecure.

Maybe it is…I feel safe & protected inside this coat of fat. Maybe its some sort of comfort zone. I’m hidden within all these layers. You see the layers…you don’t see me. I am slender,slim,& small. Deep within these layers nobody can hurt me…nobody knows I exist. These layers aren’t me…they hide me,keep me safe,protect me.

You aren’t looking at a fat woman…you are seeing the layers that house the slim,pretty woman I am. Until I feel safe I will keep the layers & maybe add more of em.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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