Last night,drinking beer & gin,I fell asleep while on the internet,in the dining room,at the table. Good thing I didn’t fall out of my chair. I awoke wondering what the hell happened,tried to party on,microwaved a big soft pretzel…man I love those things. Oh,but I hate falling asleep while in party mode. Its embarrassing.
I awoke this morning with full-blown anxiety…tremendous guilt & regret…so intense I was feeling suicidal. No harm was done last night,nothing to be ashamed of,other than getting knocked out by the gin. Just the same I checked FB to make sure I didn’t post anything embarrassing. I didn’t even post over there.
I want to quit alcohol completely.