Severely Depressed

I have my dream car…I should be on cloud 9. This is the way it is…depressed & no reason for it. Depression mixes with anxiety & stress,leaving me in tears,heart racing,nervous stomach,sometimes suicidal. This should be an exciting time for me…a time of celebration. I feel drained,scattered,& broken.

For years I thought the depression that crushes me was a premonition of doom. Only recently did the truth emerge…I am depressed with an anxiety disorder. It happens without warning…like falling into a big black bottomless hole.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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