I have my dream car…I should be on cloud 9. This is the way it is…depressed & no reason for it. Depression mixes with anxiety & stress,leaving me in tears,heart racing,nervous stomach,sometimes suicidal. This should be an exciting time for me…a time of celebration. I feel drained,scattered,& broken.
For years I thought the depression that crushes me was a premonition of doom. Only recently did the truth emerge…I am depressed with an anxiety disorder. It happens without warning…like falling into a big black bottomless hole.