This is insane! Why the hell does these attacks take me into my past,to face way old situations? Must I relive those horrors? They open up in vibrant living color,spawning those old feelings & thoughts,as if I am living those situations again. Its unbearable! Its always the worst situations from my past,many ages ago. I can’t escape. I don’t want to relive my horrifying past! I can’t change or erase it. It happened & always comes back to traumatize me. I am going to scream! Here I am,trapped in my past,in insane situations. It tortures me as much now as it did all those many ages ago.