relentless anxiety…crushing depression. I’m freaking out. I’m in tears. I’m homesick. I don’t feel safe. I don’t know what to do. Its a stormy day & that intensifies my insecurity…deepens my depression. I hate storms…they terrify me. Rush through the house unplugging this & that,cuz I’m not feeling safe. I feel threatened & I begin to panic. I’m nervous,jumpy. I don’t feel safe using my breathing machines. I fear the lightning will return.