Deep Depression…Extreme Anxiety

stressing out…here we go again. Next week my oldest son will be out putting in applications for employment. He’ll be 24 in under a week. He’s a late bloomer. His 19 year old brother moved out when he was 18. That broke my heart & I’m still missing him,although I see him often. Now I’m faced with my other son getting out there. I am afraid of being alone. I don’t want to be alone. I have a husband. He works full-time.

I am concerned about my oldest son’s driving & that old Camaro he drives. I am already worrying myself sick. I wish I could have both my sons with me forever. I know that’ll never happen. I must let them go. They will be back. Its time for them to live their lives…time for me to cut the apron strings. I am already feeling all alone & am already crying. I wish I could protect them forever. We live in an evil world. I know God is watching over my sons & me,protecting us,keeping us safe,but I still worry myself sick.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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