Hungover Sunday

spent last night binging on beer,gin,& whiskey. I awoke with my breathing mask off,wondering how that happened. I remember last night…all of it…cepts for the breathing mask…it was on,but I wasn’t wearing it…it was laying beside me. There I lay,feeling suicidal…naw…it was unbearable regret. I haven’t drank hard liquor in ages. It was after I went to bed that I can’t remember. I got up,went to the bathroom,peed,& then back to bed. I wanted to sleep off this damn hangover,but lay there & beat myself up for choosing to binge on hard liquor. I am so very weak & so very disoriented.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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