Who’s To Blame? (Losing Weight)

I can go back many upon many years ago…when I,a skinny teenager,decided to gain weight. It started there. When it comes to my body & health,I’ve always made lousey choices…yo yo dieting,boozing,chain smoking,inactivity,junk food,not using the 7 laws of slim people. I made myself fat,but am not ruling out anxiety,depression,& stress as contributers. Being mentally ill makes losing weight all the more difficult. I’m not beating myself up,nor do I hate myself. I am admitting I made myself fat & greatly damaged my health & my body. I did this. I spent many upon many years abusing myself mentally,emotionally,spiritually,& physically. I neglected myself. I allowed others to abuse & harm me. I gave away my power. I gave away my identity & stopped being me. I gave up my dreams. I gave up on me. I gave up on life. I stopped living. I gave up,I quit. I became the victim,the prey. I became my own worst enemy.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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