The Chaos In My Head

Really been thinking about this mental & emotional illness I live with 24/7. The anxiety,depression,stress,fears,phobias,& whatever else. I don’t feel safe. I have no self esteem & I have an inferiority complex. The insanity going on in my head,in my thoughts. The best I can do is distract myself when it gets crazy. Oh its always crazy,but distraction keeps me from falling into total insanity…that place where there’s no possible way out. If I’m not making sense its because of the chaos in my head…random thoughts without end…lingering in the past,waiting to be rescued. I don’t feel safe. My future is as black as midnight,when the moon is hiding & the stars are asleep. My present is like walking on broken glass.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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