I whine,complain,& bitch because I weigh 252,or whatever I weigh…while knowing its my fault…I did this…I am the guilty 1…& I accept blame. I chose to live on high fat comfort foods & avoid exercise. I chose to be inactive. I chose cigarettes & booze. I made myself fat. I did it. I have everything I need to lose weight,but have chose to not use any of it. I am choosing death…to die. I know what I need to do,but I choose to wait for the easy,effortless way,which doesn’t exist. If this continues I will continue to gain weight until it finally kills me. This is my chance to lose the weight & recover my health.