4 broken cars,bill collectors,obesity,dysfunctional family,deteriorated health…feeling suicidal,but knowing,I don’t want to die…I want out! Mix all my problems with the anxiety,depression,& stress…I’m on the edge of a mental,emotional collapse. Its unbearable!
Our new car won’t start. My son’s Camaro has a flat tire. We have 2 junk cars in the backyard. Adding to that,bill collectors,hounding me for money I don’t have. They want huge amounts of money. It doesn’t end there…my son is complaining & my husband wants to rage. I don’t have the strength to deal with my health issues or my need to lose 110 pounds. I fear giving up the nightly boozing. I fear everything & everyone. I don’t feel safe. Its like someone is smothering me with a pillow. I want to cry,but am so very weak. I am living in contstant,relentless fear.