severely depressed. I awoke thinking about how I’m living. Its not healthy to be confined to the house 5 days a week. All I do is eat & watch YouTube videos. I sit or lay all damn day. I have no hobbies & no projects. I can’t drive anymore & even if I could I don’t have money. I’ve watched countless videos on YouTube. I’m running out of vids to watch…I’ve seen em all.
The only times I move is to get something to eat,go to the bathroom,or go take a nap. The nightly booze is something to look forward to…a treat at the end of a long ,boring day.