A Grim Reality

Each day I am losing more of my ability to walk. Each day my belly continues to swell & bloat. I’m not losing weight,cuz I’m not trying. I have everything I need to lose weight,but no motivation. I want to lose weight without exerting myself.

The worst of it is my HUGE belly & COPD. This HUGE belly worsens my COPD & is crippling me. I am facing being confined to my house 24/7.

This HUGE belly fatigues & exhausts me. On top of it all is unbearable anxiety & depression. I barely have enough strength to stand up. Add to all that,I have Sleep Apnea.

A diet would require energy…I have NO energy. I make attempts to use what I have for painless weight loss,but I always fall asleep,can’t stay awake. As weak as my legs are I’m having doubts I can exercise.

Standing up is becoming impossible. The pain is terrifying. I need a nap & some water…sleepy…thirsty.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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