That will start next week. I am already feeling overwhelmed. I swore I’d never diet again. This I need to do. I wish there was another way…there isn’t. On South Beach I will lose my huge belly 1st. That’s my motivation. My belly handicaps me & makes it difficult to breathe. Yes,but its a diet. I want to talk myself out of this. I’m afraid. I don’t like rules & restrictions. I have no confidence in my ability to do this diet. My self esteem is Zero. I already have the reasons I can’t do this,but I also know,if I don’t lose 110 pounds I will be dead in a few years,or even sooner.