Monthly Archives: April 2017

Swelling,Bloat,& Lung Spasms

After my research I am wondering if my CPAP machine is doing all the damage. Dry air is blowing into my lungs all night,everynight. It can worsen COPD & bloat the belly. I can say,my health deteriorated even further after … Continue reading

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When The Truth Hurts

parked in front of the liquor store,my husband commented on me not being able to enjoy anything,due to my COPD. Its true. I haven’t been to Wal Mart in 3 years,not ate in Waffle House in 4 years,not been to … Continue reading

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A Day Without Drama

this is rare & I’m making the most of it. I continue journaling & visualizing. We ate at Burger King & of course,I couldn’t fit in a booth,so we sat at a table. In a parking lot my husband told … Continue reading

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A Progress Report

according to how my clothes are fitting,I am losing weight. I’m not even trying to lose weight. Its nothing dramatic though. Its enough to consider it progress. I am journaling again. I might make it a pray rain journal. I’d … Continue reading

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My Boozy Nights

Even a slight booze buzz makes me forget I have mental illness & makes me feel normal & sane. Its the only time I feel normal. Its the time when I feel brave & confident. Its like I can do … Continue reading

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Forum Bullies…Remembering My Past

For years I was hated,bullied,& even stalked on Forums,all because I was in my 40s,a female,with a passion for sporty cars,& I was a gamer. I was called the most vile names & told to kill myself. Some of those … Continue reading

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My son is home today

that’s good,but he won’t stop complaining. It has triggered an anxiety attack for me. I am a nervous,stressed out wreck. He doesn’t know how to activate his employee pay card & doesn’t know when he returns to work. I think … Continue reading

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