A dreaded Weekend Ahead

relentless anxiety attacks & profound depression,while knowing I must inform my husband,he owes $152.00 for the internet service. He’s going to go into a violent rage,but if we lose the internet I will lose my life. The internet is my life. Its all I have. Its pitiful,but true. I am a hermit. I get out of the house 3 times a week. Therefore,I live on the internet. If he refuses to pay the bill & the service is cut,I will feel like I’ve been evicted…homeless. There’s nothing to do without the internet,other than read & write. The internet provider is a selfish,greedy,heartless crook.

Its going to be an evil & dark Easter for me. I try to keep myself distracted,which can be done with the internet. I really hate thinking about losing it forever & always. My husband can afford to pay the bill,but will know he’s being scammed by those crooks & that’s going to ignite his rage.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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