It was brutal & had me in tears. 2 situations coming up that will shove me out of my comfort zone. There are unwanted situations coming at me. I am terrified. I have nobody to talk to. I am on my my own with all these fears & phobias,the anxiety,& depression. I’m having severe panic attacks. Its like walking across a rotted floor. Its like being in a haunted,abandoned hospital at night all alone,just me,without light,nothing but deep darkness,terrifying noises coming from everywhere,& no possible way out.
I tried to talk to my oldest son about the hell I am going through. He hollered at. I am suffering & nobody cares.