Between Anxiety Attacks

there’s nothing but emptiness. I’d say I watch 200 YouTube vids each day. Naps are like a rewarding vacation in a tropical paradise. This is the hermit life. Hundreds of books in my bedroom,unread,collecting dust. Hundreds of blank journals. Car racing games I haven’t played in years. Even my dreams are collecting dust. 9 years in this old rental house,in this dangerous neighborhood. Its the emptiness that’s so brutal,nothing to do,but watch vids,read,write,eat,& sleep.



About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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