nearly polished off a pint of peppermint schnapps. Its a warm night. I haven’t felt like blogging. Today has been mild,no threats or anxiety attacks. So long as I stay distracted I can get through my day. I watch vids of abandoned places & fun overnight challenges. Its my escape from anxiety & depression. I can lose myself in YouTube videos about fun & adventure. Its my time to go places I’ll never go & do things I’ll never do. Its my chance to live a little & brighten my life with fun,laughter,& crazy adventures.