My inability to breathe has gotten worse,my belly continues to be sick,& profuse depression. Its been raining since Friday. My oldest son starts work tomorrow,leaving me alone in this old spooky house,in this dangerous neighborhood,with badly deteriorated health,extrememe anxiety,& deep depression,phobias,& panic attacks.
My favorite YouTubers are in their 20’s…makes me feel old & weird…hah…sweep me under the rug with the trash & dirt. I’m much to old to be important…that’s what today’s youth thinks about us old ones. Funk off…those YouTubers have interesting,fun,funny vids. Am I to old for fun? So,after we get past a certain age we should die? That’s what today’s youth have told me. I think its after you leave 20,you are then considered to old to live. The youth of today are freaky weird…haters,bullies,assholes. I’m sure some are decent,but I’ve only encountered the shitty ones.
Tomorrow my life changes in a spooky way,but my son’s life changes in a good & positive way.