My hobbies & dreams are gone. I can no longer do the things I used to enjoy. I live in fear of food…seems all of it makes my belly hurt. This includes all beverages,including water. I live in fear of falling…frequent dizzy spells. I scream from pain when I walk down the side steps…& going back up devours my ability to breathe. I walk down sideways to make sure I don’t fall. Years ago I fell through the screen door. The house in which I live isn’t suitable for the handicapped & is dangerous for us.