My Anxious Self Is Much Worse

The new home hasn’t helped me. Its so much worse. I mean the anxiousness thoughts. The thoughts are unreal & 100% out of control. I hate the thoughts & won’t them gone forever. I can’t control them or skip over them. They are here & unthinkable,& are all over the place. I want to scream! I do need medicine to gain control & live with some sort of peace. There’s rarely any peace. Its all evil. Those thoughts are here most of the time…crazy thoughts. They linger & push me toward emotional,mental collapse. Its not normal,not sane,not even average. This is hell,its evil,& I can’t stop it,cuz the thoughts can’t be stopped or controlled.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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