Inside Of Me I Am Dying

no,not literally,but emotionally & mentally I am dying. Its anxiety & all its culprits. You know,the worry,stress,depression,panic attacks,fears…all those things that makes life a dread & makes us want to close our eyes & never wake up. Its a bad day,a day normal people would pay no attention to. Its normal & natural for them,like breathing. For me,crushed by anxiety,its overflowing with worse case scenarios. The fear is intense. I am bordering on a panic attack. The house is so quiet. I really do need to scream…or do I pray for safety. No,no,no,let me scream until I pass out. I hate this day & want it over. Please,let it end.

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About Brenda Cooper

I've been a student & user of the Laws Of Attraction for over 30 years. I remain poor,a hermit,& abused, I am in my 50s & my husband is in his 60s. I have 2 young adult sons. Blogging is my therapy. My grandest dream is to move to Green Cove Springs Florida,
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