no,not literally,but emotionally & mentally I am dying. Its anxiety & all its culprits. You know,the worry,stress,depression,panic attacks,fears…all those things that makes life a dread & makes us want to close our eyes & never wake up. Its a bad day,a day normal people would pay no attention to. Its normal & natural for them,like breathing. For me,crushed by anxiety,its overflowing with worse case scenarios. The fear is intense. I am bordering on a panic attack. The house is so quiet. I really do need to scream…or do I pray for safety. No,no,no,let me scream until I pass out. I hate this day & want it over. Please,let it end.