Category Archives: health

Unbearable Pain In My Toes

I don’t know what happened…2 badly beat up toes…not responding to meds. The pain is horrific…I want to scream. The busted up toes are hurting & burning. They are swelled,red,& stiff. Walking,standing,& sleeping is difficult. Its constant pain. My guess … Continue reading

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Anxiety,Depression…Mental Illness

Unless you have it,don’t tell us that do have it to snap out of it. Its an illness we can’t control or stop. We might can sometimes ease it & that’s as good as it gets. It can be triggered,but … Continue reading

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The 1st Day Of School

I am 54…quit school when I was 16…both my sons have been out of school for years…but those ugly,traumatic memories are here on this disturbing day. I don’t care to get into all those horrific memories. School for me is … Continue reading

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Been In A Bad Place

The anxiety & depression have returned,not as extreme though. I’m averaging 2 to 3 naps a day. I don’t feel good,don’t feel well. My breathing has improved & so has my ability to cook my own meals & do some … Continue reading

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A Weird Morning

Yep,weird,after a month without anxiety & depression. I looked up at the tops of my curtains for the sign of daylight. It looked like it had arrived,but the birds weren’t singing. I remembered I am now 54. Old age thoughts … Continue reading

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Today Is My Birthday

I am 54,living in poverty,in a rental shack,various health problems,but I am alive. Its not a happy birthday. My only present was a candy bar. I’ll tell my husband to take me out to eat. Most likely he will rage … Continue reading

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Anxiety & Depression Have Returned

not as extreme as before,but enough to challenge me. It might be all the sickness & pain I suffer with daily. All the sicknesses & pains from my past are returning. Its more sickness & pain than it is anxiety … Continue reading

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