Category Archives: obesity

A Dreadful Mess

I ate near an entire box of glazed donuts & almost a bag of eclaires within 2 days. I live on toast & snack on ice. So,yes,I’m anemic. I’m losing weight,but not in a healthy way. I live with extremely … Continue reading

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Physical Deterioration…Steep Health Decline

I can no longer eat out or do my grocery shopping. I am living on toast. I am awake all night & I sleep all day. I knew it was coming to this & I fought to stop it. On … Continue reading

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No Sleep…Weird Night

Somehow I managed to roll onto my left side…& then found I was on the edge of the bed. Afraid I’d fall I tried to push myself further onto the bed. I couldn’t. I knew if I attempted to stand … Continue reading

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Mess & Clutter

The mess & clutter that surrounds me is a constant reminder…that’s the depth of the deterioration of my health. Even the slightest movement is painful. I want to clean & declutter,but the pain in my lower back,hips,& knees…the severe lung … Continue reading

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My Daily Struggles

With Sleep Apnea,COPD,pain,sickness,bloat,& obesity,I find myself gasping hard to breathe,wondering if it would be best if I went ahead & died…& then I see my reflection in my laptop screen. That’s me,struggling to make it through the day. Words can’t … Continue reading

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Been Sick All Week

the usual…lung spasms,pains in my lower back,hips,& knees,sleepy far more than usual,& the bitchy neighborhood kid. Had lunch at Sonics…feeling excited for this coming weekend…gin & groceries…dining out. Tomorrow I receive my lungs exerciser & my anxiety meds. I remain … Continue reading

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A Day Without Drama

this is rare & I’m making the most of it. I continue journaling & visualizing. We ate at Burger King & of course,I couldn’t fit in a booth,so we sat at a table. In a parking lot my husband told … Continue reading

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