Category Archives: obesity

Physical Deterioration…Steep Health Decline

I can no longer eat out or do my grocery shopping. I am living on toast. I am awake all night & I sleep all day. I knew it was coming to this & I fought to stop it. On … Continue reading

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No Sleep…Weird Night

Somehow I managed to roll onto my left side…& then found I was on the edge of the bed. Afraid I’d fall I tried to push myself further onto the bed. I couldn’t. I knew if I attempted to stand … Continue reading

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Mess & Clutter

The mess & clutter that surrounds me is a constant reminder…that’s the depth of the deterioration of my health. Even the slightest movement is painful. I want to clean & declutter,but the pain in my lower back,hips,& knees…the severe lung … Continue reading

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My Daily Struggles

With Sleep Apnea,COPD,pain,sickness,bloat,& obesity,I find myself gasping hard to breathe,wondering if it would be best if I went ahead & died…& then I see my reflection in my laptop screen. That’s me,struggling to make it through the day. Words can’t … Continue reading

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Been Sick All Week

the usual…lung spasms,pains in my lower back,hips,& knees,sleepy far more than usual,& the bitchy neighborhood kid. Had lunch at Sonics…feeling excited for this coming weekend…gin & groceries…dining out. Tomorrow I receive my lungs exerciser & my anxiety meds. I remain … Continue reading

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A Day Without Drama

this is rare & I’m making the most of it. I continue journaling & visualizing. We ate at Burger King & of course,I couldn’t fit in a booth,so we sat at a table. In a parking lot my husband told … Continue reading

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How Much Bigger Will It Get?

I have no clues as to why my massive belly continues to grow. Its alarming how HUGE it is. Movement is now near impossible. Women much fatter than me don’t have bellies this HUGE. I woke up from my nap … Continue reading

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