Category Archives: relationships

Deeply Depressed

this was triggered by me searching for a decent house for my family & me. Being 53 & my husband 63 & in the market for another house has me deep in depression…& then I found this…& it doesn’t help,but … Continue reading

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Happy Mothers Day To Us Moms

My husband doesn’t let me celebrate. Although I have 2 sons,ages 19 & 24,my husband says they aren’t mine. He says I’m not a mother. He thinks he carried those 2 for 9 months,gave birth to them,& has raised them … Continue reading

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Anxiety Within Relationships

It will strain any relationship to the breaking point. I’ve had extreme anxiety & deep depression all my life. As a child I was a burden to my teachers & a challenge for my parents. My dating years were dramatic. … Continue reading

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The Faint Nudge

its here & I am not really interested. Its the call to return to God,my Abba Daddy. I am reminded of the relationship with Him that was complex,confusing,& always left me angry & depleted. It was like a full-time job,a … Continue reading

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Freaky Much

I rolled over onto my left side…&…something big landed on my left wrist. I shook it off & heard it when I landed on the floor. I was creeped out,but my 1st guess was that it was my hair band. … Continue reading

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We Complain About Stuff So Trivial

We don’t like the food we eat,we don’t care for the clothes we wear,we want a newer car or a bigger house,we think we’re fat or not pretty enough. We whine for more money,hate our job. We’re bored,cold,hot,& uncomfy. We … Continue reading

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Feeling Blessed Tonight

Yes,I am poor,penniless,sickly,& fat,but I have a family,home,clothes,food,drinks,& my dream car. I am physically complete. I am alive. I have a laptop,the internet,& an abundance of books,journals,& ink pens. my wishes are beautiful. I have a vibrant imagination & I … Continue reading

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