Category Archives: spirituality

The Faint Nudge

its here & I am not really interested. Its the call to return to God,my Abba Daddy. I am reminded of the relationship with Him that was complex,confusing,& always left me angry & depleted. It was like a full-time job,a … Continue reading

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Had Some Laughs Tonight

funny vids on YouTube. I haven’t laughed that much & that hard in years. I felt ashamed of living my life in a negative, dark spiral. In spite of the relentless anxiety attacks & deep depression,I could do things that … Continue reading

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A Stressful Night

Acura RL won’t start…dead battery. Camaro has a flat tire. My son has been complaining,as has my husband. I feel its all my fault…I chose the Acura RL. Its blocking the Camaro,so no transportation this weekend. My anxiety is fully … Continue reading

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If I Give Up

it’ll never be forever. Somewhere,somehow,someway I will find my strength & come back with refreshed determination,awakening my beautiful dreams,while I march forward on the path toward success & prosperity,life & happiness. In my opinion,giving up is expected & not to … Continue reading

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The Truth About Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a choice. You choose to forgive & you say it,I forgive you. Just that quick & easy,forgiveness has happened. It doesn’t matter how you feel…its done. This is why we may carry unforgiveness. We think we should feel … Continue reading

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I Am Creating My Present & Future

with my thoughts,feelings,beliefs,& visualizations I am creating my present & future. All my negative,anxious,depressed,stressed thoughts & feelings are writing the next chapter in my life. All the fears I allow & spend time with are building my future. Every pity … Continue reading

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Asking For What You Don’t Want

that’s what we do when we go to God complaining,crying,detailing our problems,expressing our fears. We go to God amid stress,anxiety,& depression. We tell him all that is wrong. We are asking for what we don’t want & when we receive … Continue reading

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It Was A Wonderful Saturday

spent part of it shopping with my husband & my 2 adult sons. It was ideal having the 4 of us together. We had lots of fun. We shopped at the new Dollar General & the Good-Will store. We all … Continue reading

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Mental Illness

I’d say I have it…of course I do…depression,anxiety,stress…mental illness…emotional distress. Today I am severely depressed…lingering in the past. I’m homesick…missing my family in Florida. With my anxiety,stress,&┬ádepression worsening I need to go home,be in Florida with my family. I don’t … Continue reading

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I’m Not Fat

Beneath this heavy coat of fat is the slender Woman I AM. I’m not fat. I am many things…anxious,depressed,stressed…I don’t feel safe,I’m insecure. Maybe it is…I feel safe & protected inside this coat of fat. Maybe its some sort of … Continue reading

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