Tag Archives: anxious

The Real Truth About Money

My husband idolizes money & barely spends it,except for rent & bills. He lives for that next paycheck,not so much cause he needs it,but he literally idolizes money. He’s 64 & hasn’t started living & enjoying life,unless you consider binging … Continue reading

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Anxiety Out Of Control

always sleepy…can’t stay awake. I’m not connecting to realty & none of it feels like home. Its like I don’t belong here & nothing feels right. I feel homesick,but sick for what? This place isn’t home…TN isn’t home. Do I … Continue reading

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Its Not Home

We appreciate this new house we live in. We are most certainly grateful. All credit goes to God. It never would’ve happen without him. He made a way & open the door. However,its not home…not yet. It doesn’t feel like … Continue reading

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My Anxious Self Is Much Worse

The new home hasn’t helped me. Its so much worse. I mean the anxiousness thoughts. The thoughts are unreal & 100% out of control. I hate the thoughts & won’t them gone forever. I can’t control them or skip over … Continue reading

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House Is Plain

With this house I’ve not decorated it. The other house ruined it for me. The wall decorations has been attractions for spiders & their nasty webs. It had grown so intense it was webs everywhere. Sweeping them was never enough. … Continue reading

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Today Was Creeper,OMG

All was smooth & easy…you know,getting through the day with a little lift,not right for me,anxious,depressed,& stressful. I thought it might be sort of a good day. It was going as well as it good,with that little left…until the Good … Continue reading

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We Have Another House

It happened suddenly. We had not expected it & thought we’d be in the old house forever. The new house,also a rental,is 1914,but in great shape. Its bigger & ideal to live in. Its in town,close to everything. Our praises … Continue reading

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A Weird Morning

Yep,weird,after a month without anxiety & depression. I looked up at the tops of my curtains for the sign of daylight. It looked like it had arrived,but the birds weren’t singing. I remembered I am now 54. Old age thoughts … Continue reading

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Rapid Weight Gain

I am in shock as the pounds pile up. I don’t eat near enough for this to be happening. It started after I started eating high fiber cereal with Lactaid milk. Its all low fat,so what the hell is going … Continue reading

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Mental Illness

I’d say I have it…of course I do…depression,anxiety,stress…mental illness…emotional distress. Today I am severely depressed…lingering in the past. I’m homesick…missing my family in Florida. With my anxiety,stress,& depression worsening I need to go home,be in Florida with my family. I don’t … Continue reading

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