Tag Archives: changes

Awareness While Within Anxiety

Anxiety OMG…its NOT letting up. I am managing to be aware of what is happening. My appetite has increased & I’m eating more than usual. I’ve already overate & wanting more food. I am feeling overwhelmed,bordering on a panic attack,depressed,off … Continue reading

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Awake Before Dawn

My breathing mask & wanting to change position woke me up. I took off the mask & fought for a better position. My huge belly wouldn’t let me roll over on my side. I finally did & found I was … Continue reading

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Awakened Eager For Changes

As soon as I sat up I knew 2 things…I’m done with booze & ready for self hypnosis. I stood up,felt the pain in my legs,while feeling excited about using self hypnosis to lose weight. There’s a soothing peace & … Continue reading

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Weight Loss Success

After multiple years of experience with the Laws Of Attraction,subconscious mind power,& yo yo dieting…I conclude…success in losing weight is done within…fix what’s broken inside you. Use tools that fix you on the inside. Use meditation,self hypnosis,visualization,subliminals,mantras. Do the inner … Continue reading

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This Day Hasn’t Improved

I awoke depressed & continue depressed. Its a sunny day,reminding me of all the good things I am missing out on & all the many years I’ve lost to nothingness,living with impossible dreams,crippled by failure,loss,& defeat,while watching others live exciting,fulfilling … Continue reading

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Preparing For Hypnotic Gastric Band

I’m noticing I am eating quick foods & not really something I want to eat. I’m eating from boredom & routine. I am eating all my food & leaving nothing on the plate. I’m still joining the clean plate club,but … Continue reading

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All Blessings Appreciated

While in my bathroom I was appreciating my new bra & panties. I was thankful for the blessings I do have. Even the smallest blessings mean the world to me…my new book,2 new journals,health supplements,whiskey samples,beer,pound of raw honey,oxygen machines,exercise … Continue reading

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