Tag Archives: death

Unpacking

settling in & accepting this as our new home. The traffic out front on a busy highway is often disturbing,but hey,its home & its clean. I watch the old place being done for the new people. We spent 10 years … Continue reading

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Physical Deterioration…Steep Health Decline

I can no longer eat out or do my grocery shopping. I am living on toast. I am awake all night & I sleep all day. I knew it was coming to this & I fought to stop it. On … Continue reading

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I Thought I’d Die

I awoke this morning unable to get out of bed. I couldn’t breathe & couldn’t move. The lung spasms were unbearable. I had to pee,but couldn’t get out of bed to go to the bathroom. I managed to sit up … Continue reading

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Liars They Are

I was told my inhaler would arrive today. I need it NOW. If I move I stop breathing. I’ve nearly quit eating & resist going to the bathroom to do what comes natural. I am barely moving so I can … Continue reading

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My Journey To Excellent Health

Today after a  nap,I lay in bed so weak I couldn’t get out of bed. I was paralyzed,couldn’t move. After some time had passed I managed to force myself out of bed. More & more episodes like this are happening. … Continue reading

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The Faint Nudge

its here & I am not really interested. Its the call to return to God,my Abba Daddy. I am reminded of the relationship with Him that was complex,confusing,& always left me angry & depleted. It was like a full-time job,a … Continue reading

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My Daily Struggles

With Sleep Apnea,COPD,pain,sickness,bloat,& obesity,I find myself gasping hard to breathe,wondering if it would be best if I went ahead & died…& then I see my reflection in my laptop screen. That’s me,struggling to make it through the day. Words can’t … Continue reading

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